Day 29

Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

I'm pretty happy with the way I am. But I would love to change my temper, and my lack of self confidence. I would like to change my temper because, who needs a temper? It doesn't get anyone anywhere. And I would like to change my lack of self confidence because it always brings me down. I would love to be happy with my body and who I am. 

Day 28

What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do? 

Well, If I was pregnant, then I would be preparing for a baby! Buying clothes, a crib, etc, etc. Thank heavens I can't get anyone pregnant!!! - kinda a dumb question!

Day 27

What’s the best thing going for you right now? 

I have A LOT of good things going for me right now

• I have an awesome husband that is willing to work so hard that I can stay at home
• I have an awesome son
• I have a wonderful family that I love
• I'm loosing lots of weight, and fit into all my old clothes! :)
• I have a naughty naughty little doggie that I love
• I think that I can honestly say, everything is going right, right now for me

Day 26

Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? 

Yes, I have, but who hasn't? It was like a lickety split second, and then.. Nope, that's a dumb idea Cozette.. Life is too precious. I would hurt more people than it would help! I love my life too much!

Day 25

The reason you believe you’re still alive today. 

I believe I'm alive still because I still have a reason for being here on Earth. A purpose, a plan, a mission to complete. I don't know what it is.. But I still have a reason for being here. Also, because I'm a mother to the most handsome, smart, and wonderful little boy ever!!! And a wife, to my handsome hubby! I still have lots of dinners to cook, smiles to make, love to give and receive, wounds to heal, and bridges that I've burned to be fixed.

Day 24

Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs.

To My Hubby-

1. Anberlin- Love Song
2. Nickelback - Far Away
3. Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
4. Yellowcard - Cigarette
5. Tim McGraw - You're my best friend
6. Jack Johnson - Banana Pancakes
7. Jack Johnson - Better together
8. Incubus - I miss you
9. Incubus - Love Hurts
10. Lonestar - I'm already there
11. Matt Nathanson - Come on get higher

A lot of these songs have special meaning between Mitch and I. And some of them are just how I feel...

Day 23

Something you wish you had done in your life. 

I wish I would have dated more. (nothing against my husband!! I love him!) I just wish I would have realized that dating a lot of people was so much more fun than having one boyfriend right after the other! I never put myself out there to meet new people, I always went back and forth to the same guys. I thought I wouldn't survive if I didn't have a boyfriend.

I also wish I would have enjoy the "college life". I.E. Living away from your parents, dating a ton of different guys, hanging out with the girls, staying up late, giggling, practical jokes, and just having fun! Once again, I was TOO worried about having a boyfriend!

Day 22

Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life. 

I wish I hadn't thrown my innocence away. I was so naive. I wish I would have waited to be with someone I loved. (Someone I love now, but did not at the time.) I never understood why, until now, now that it is too late. I wish I would have known, or had "the talk", to protect me from things like that.

Day 21

(scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? 

Well, I would hope that I would find out soon about it. But I would absolutely go! She is my BEST FRIEND!! People fight, and get over it. Especially me and my best friend. But what if that was your last opportunity to mend things and tell her how much she means to you? I would be there in a heart beat

Day 20

Your views on drugs and alcohol. 

Drugs- I HATE HATE HATE them. They destroy anyone that touches them. I've seen too many lives lost due to drugs. And too many lives forever ruined.
Alcohol- I hate alcohol as well. When I was a teenager, sure it was "fun" (I'm soooooooooo glad I never got heavily involved in it) but it wasn't worth it. Now, I absolutely hate it. I may joke about it and even somedays say "I wanna drink" but honestly, I don't really. I can have fun without drinking a substance to "loosen me up or relax me" I like to remember things in the morning. Now that I have a child, my hate for it has intensified by a million. I hate that it is in my life.