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Sunday, October 24, 2010

Day 4

Something I have to FORGIVE SOMEONE ELSE for

To be honest, this was the first question I had an answer to when I read over the list. This is going to be hard to say.. well type, but still.

I have to forgive the girls I went to high school with. They DESTROYED who I was. I don't even know where it came from either. I won't get into details, but, they left horrible messages on my locker, sent me horrible text messages. Did stuff to my house, my car, and my locker. I even had one of their guy friends threatening me. I had a girl everyday threatening to beat me up, one day she even got in my face and almost punched me! When I was in Junior high, I would walk down the halls with nothing but smiles and confidence. In high school (mostly my 11th and 12th grade year) I walked down the halls with my head down and tears in my eyes. Girls can be so caddy and rude. And they don't even realize it. Or maybe they do, and they just don't care. I still to this day, do NOT understand why this happened to me. Or why it happens to anyone? No one deserves this. I don't know if this is a wound that will ever heal. But the first and only step I can take, is to forgive them. I do have to give credit to 2 of the girls that actually apologized. They may never know how much it meant to me, but it meant the world!  So thank you!

Here is to forgiveness...

2 comments:

Christa Cox said...

this makes me sad :( i hated high school too. its sad how certain people can ruin your experience.

HettyA said...

Im very sorry you had such a hard time. Its very hard to forgive those who hurt you. BUT with this one I can 100% relate. So if you ever need to talk about it let me know..:) im sure we can compare horror stories.